Frustrating

So, I was successful last week. Then I blew it. I gained all of the 14 pounds back. sigh. Starting over, again. Now I need to lose the original 14 and the additional 6. In a week. Yeah. Not so much.

But, I got the call today to schedule!! I'm scheduled for surgery on March 30. Woohoo!!! Which is why I've decided to put this all on my blog. I still haven't told my parents. That will be interesting.

I'm so excited I have a date. But I am so depressed that I gained so much in one week! I don't feel good. Imagine that. I'm cold. I'm tired. We are supposed to go to Disney On Ice tonight. Free tickets. I don't even want to go. The seats are uncomfortable. I'm grumpy. Got in a fight with Lizzie. Acted like a brat myself. Can I go back to bed and start over?

Meet with the surgeon again on March 4. Then all day pre-op appt on March 11. Vena cava filter placement 3/29. Roux en Y surgery 3/30. Today: under 1000 calories.